Thursday, November 4, 2021

Deepawali/Diwali – 2021

 Certain laziness set-in the mind due to the arriving Deepawali on next day, last night sat down in front of TV for a movie. The combination of OTT sites, smart TV (with, possibly a reasonably good sound system) and internet is slowly changing the game of movie experience. The Cinema halls may soon face the fate of STD/ISD booths of pre-mobile phone era. And this pre-Deepawali laziness, prompted me to search for the movie “Sardar Udham” – Few days ago read an article about the background of this movie.

In the history text books of school, learned a little bit about Jallianwala bagh massacre and the name General Dyer. Occasionally these incidents come into mental screen thru’ various medias. But the intensity of it never had entered into me. Even though it is a biographic movie, many cinematic masalas might have been added into this history telling. Even discounting for those masalas, it is truly capable of lilting my mind.

Out of 300 million plus population of India of those days, only a handful participated in any form of freedom movement. Nearly an equal might be in government services, helping the British to loot their own nation, but unaware of it. The remaining large junk, like me and my kith & kin (of these days), are indifference t0 British rule and freedom movement. If I were present in those days, most probably me and the majority of those I knew, might be the part of this large junk. No, it is not a crime or any bad thing. We are made such a way and hence we are so.

In the jallianwala bagh massacre, the orders of British officials were executed by Indian police men. All those bullets that killed so many Indians are from the guns on the hands of Indian policemen. If any one of such policemen looked beyond their government duty and entered into the mind set of one of the freedom fighter, and his gun turned towards General Dyer, the game might had been totally different. But a man with such a possibility cannot have entered into the government forces! It must be true for these days also.

We are not in a different situation at the current time. It is said that after the starting of Industrial age, the global average temperature increased by about 1.5°C. And in last 5 year or so, the increase was about 0.3°C. It is again said that, if this temperature raise go beyond another 0.5°C, survival of species in earth will be in danger. The reason cited for this temperature raise is, green house gases formed while burning fossil fuel to fuel our consumerism.

It is unfortunate for me that the major portion of the wealth I earned is from this industry of fossil fuel – The Oil & Gas sector. In a sense, I am fortunate enough to say Good bye to this sector and for that matter to the whole industrial community, except for my limited consumption. No, I am not cursing the oil & gas or, for that matter, coal. As long as it is for a need, it is fine. But, if it is for unfavorable consumption boosting………

Coming back to Sardar Udham, it is about history, it is about how they suffered to get the political freedom for us. It is a sample – for the quantum of suffering, those handful people suffered for a cause. For the current time, I think, it has no direct relevance. But it could be powerful symbolic relevance – The suffering we need to take to fight for the next level of freedom – The Spiritual freedom. No, I am not talking about the right to practice the religion of one’s choice. By Spiritual freedom, I mean an inner freedom, which is individualistic.

Like any other movement, only a handful will march towards this inner freedom. Probably, the fruits may be available to everyone, or may not be. Sardhar Udham lit a light within me on this Deepawali, to march on an inner freedom movement, the movement within me!


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